My Social Anxiety (part 1)

This is my introduction video to my Social Anxiety vlog. I have had Social Anxiety my whole life. Anxiety runs in my family so most of my anxiety is biological. I watched a few other YouTube vlogs of people with Social Anxiety and it inspired me to make my own. My Anxiety was about 3/10 when making this video. The symptoms of my panic attacks include: dry mouth, blushing, shaky hands/legs, rapid heart beat, rapid swallowing, eye watering, butterflies in stomach, sweating. Of course when all this is going on it makes it difficult to carry on a conversation, or even make eye contact. It’s a very panicky feeling and I instinctively search for a way to get out of the situation. At the time of making this video, I had just failed out my first semester as a sophomore in college. The anxiety got too high for me to handle. This is when I decided I needed to start a recovery plan. I found a therapist to talk to, but I had a lot of difficulty speaking because of the high levels of anxiety I had during the appointments. So YouTube was a way I could express myself better and still face my anxiety at the same time.

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6 Responses to “My Social Anxiety (part 1)”

  1. newborntwo Says:

    no crazy thought …
    no crazy thought like the universe is keeping a secret of anything like tht?

  2. beenthereaswell Says:

    Anyone know what …
    Anyone know what happened to janeyfromkorea??????

  3. Ganjateer88 Says:

    go yourself
    go yourself

  4. m10690d Says:

    man try sleep …
    man try sleep earlier,suposably if your sleeping pattern is fucked,try for a week goin to bed early an your head will feel better!
    i hav social anxiety real bad but i can jus say fuckit in some situations an another thing be yourself!dnt forget that!!!

  5. BlinkinFirefly Says:

    hey Rich. i feel ya …
    hey Rich. i feel ya! i can’t go a day at my part time job without feeling HORRIBLE anxiety and all the pains that come with it…my problem is i have generalized anxiety disorder as well as social anxiety, so i’m anxious almost ALL the time….just at different levels. it sucks….

  6. yousurfer2 Says:

    from personal …
    from personal experience I would advice anyone woth SA not to use alcohol (or weed I didn’t use) as you’ll be more anxious if in a situation where it’s unacceptable to be under the influence. After I stopped I felt a lot more confident and at least able to deal with the problem directly even though it’s still there, there’s also medication of course

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